May 31, 2003
hop skip jump

heinekenplein

and we sat in the square, with our rosé and our secrets, and watched the clouds perform olympian feats: hurdling all obstacles and racing the sun.

Posted by lynn at 11:12 PM
May 30, 2003
tadpoles & minnows

ferry lifeboat

i don't mind BIG boats. they're not my favourite mode of transportation*, but the mere thought of bobbing around in one of these little ones, with a world of water between me and solid ground, is one that makes me shiver and shake.
*photo friday

Posted by lynn at 10:58 PM
shining down like water

wet

a bench, freshly painted, overlooking the locks on the amstel. an artistic soul, with purple paint and not a lot of talent. a spring rainstorm, leaving the dusk radiant and clear. three aspects. one image. a sigh of satisfaction.

Posted by lynn at 08:17 AM
May 29, 2003
and all that stuff

under construction

we all have our dreams*. mine soar behind a superstitious screen of privacy: shared, they won't come true. they may not anyway. but there, stretching heavenward, hidden from all awareness but my own, they distract and soothe and - often - inspire.
*theme thursday.

Posted by lynn at 11:40 AM
long ago and far away

patience

well.
i certainly hope so.

and...
lalaland: dutch comfort food!

Posted by lynn at 12:00 AM
May 27, 2003
a question of priorities

bicycle, blue

she cursed silently. the lock wasn't cooperating.
there was no way she'd ever be in time to pick up her children from school.
the policemen, strolling by, saw her fumbling, and approached.
yes. of course it was her bike. no. the combination wasn't working. she'd even written it down, anticipating this exact disaster. no. she had no proof of ownership.
look at it, she implored. why would i choose this old two-wheeler to steal?
the youngest of the two smirked.
there was no accounting. that was their experience.
simultaneously, just down the street, unseen and unheard, a back window shattered, and an elderly lady's savings disappeared into an alleyway.
some things can't be prevented.
that was their experience too.

Posted by lynn at 09:09 PM
vivid

bright

we've had two whole days of sun.
does that mean we can finally fold away the blacks and the greys, and wriggle ourselves into some REAL colour?

Posted by lynn at 10:57 AM
May 26, 2003
les cadenas

chained melody

philippe is back from holiday, which means that his site - la photo du jour - will once again be enrichened with his one (breathtaking) image a day. for a real treat, click on "d'une année à l'autre": the last four years, jour par jour, seen through the eyes of an artist.
and he loves locks. as do i.

Posted by lynn at 06:48 PM
black and blue

sophie's socks

hi!
yeah. yeah.
yeah. long week. how've you been?
i know. miserable.
ach. yeah. i saw him last week. good grief. he's a mess. and she's not helping matters.
oh! fine.
fine? i'm lying. just squeezed through.
i miss finland.
and what have you been up to? really?
oh NO! you won’t believe this.
i'm wearing one black sock and one BLUE one!!!!
i'm speechless. embarrassment. this is unbelievable.
it's that dark apartment. i need a better lamp.
or it's typical me.
i'm off.
i am SO stupid sometimes.
keep in touch.
bye.

Posted by lynn at 12:08 AM
May 25, 2003
dna

light blue

my very special daughter, half a world away, maintains a delightful shared blog with the lovely indra. visiting, i happened upon a description of The Perfect Wedding. it made me smile. if i had it to do again ( i WON'T, but anyway..), i would melt in the same direction: spring, spaghetti straps, ice-blue, vintage car.....so mother, so daughter. COULD it be genes?

Posted by lynn at 09:26 PM
May 24, 2003
us is doin' just fine

we are just fine

she is on the dole..
she has no comprehension of the dole...
the dole is for people without work....
one of them works hard. being a mother should not be judged in vain....
she has second-hand toys, but does not care.....
"they have one bike to share", her friends at kindergarten laugh......
she laughs, at that age, and says:
"i like our bike. it takes us to places you will never see"

Posted by stephen at 02:11 AM
May 23, 2003
blind not to see

love


black-on-white, white-on-black: indistinct, and unequivocal. if i'd been walking a bit more quickly, if someone had passed me on the inside lane, if i had merely sneezed, i could have overlooked* this Very Important Message...
*photo friday

Posted by lynn at 08:44 PM
May 22, 2003
points taken

barbed wire

suddenly, amidst the graceful gables and the gleaming woodwork, this caught my eye: sharp and inhospitable, but, opportunely, an image for this week's theme thursday.

Posted by lynn at 04:37 PM
May 21, 2003
matters of faith and folly

sonja

i've known her for a while: this beautiful and talented young woman with her fine husband and her inspirational frame of mind.
she has always been a person with a creative vision, working diligently to sculpt her dreams into an against-all-odds reality, and one of those realities - a small open-podium café, just across from central station - opened a few weeks ago.
it's been a titan undertaking (as can be seen on their website) but they, and the foundation of young christians responsible for the project, have realised a minor miracle and a welcoming work of art.

Posted by lynn at 09:00 PM
ladies and gentlemen

table-books.jpg

while visiting las palmas in rotterdam, i was struck by this beautiful reading table. 'put down your books', i ordered the people. and they kindly stepped away...

Posted by stephen at 08:12 PM
left imagining

rainy prinsengracht

did i blink, distractedly, and miss a whole season?
it was finally spring, and suddenly it feels like fall.
i'm wearing a scarf again.
PLEASE.

Posted by lynn at 12:43 AM
May 20, 2003
by any other name

donald's roses

my friend d., together with r. off on a much-deserved holiday, left me in charge of home and hearth and superior cat, and was worried that he would miss the "moment suprême" of his lovingly nurtured roses. as it turned out, he got back in time to be astounded by their total beauty, but, not knowing that in advance, i took picture upon picture of this carefully-cultivated scarlet abundance.

Posted by lynn at 03:42 PM
May 18, 2003
fallen for liquor

heineken brewery

it was during my first after-school job in the local supermarket:
"women are much better drinkers than men", she said provocatively.
"that can't be right", i said, "i bet i could easily outdrink you".
cheekily, she smiled.
two crates of beer were brought up, two dozen bottles each, and they were opened amidst a cheering crowd of co-workers.
with seven bottles to go, i triumphed majestically.
i mounted my bike. i laughed at her foolish attempts to commit her feet to the pedals.
moments later, prone on the street, my pants torn, and my bike slightly tangled, i fell asleep.
"if other people can do it, why can't i?", i mumbled solemnly.

Posted by stephen at 07:41 PM
May 16, 2003
bulldozer required

day or night

don't block the way, EVER: you get the message, you comprehend. sometimes you are powerless to obey. contrariness prevails. you plough onwards. life is random. a warning, a fine, an averted eye, inestimable treasure: who knows what a stubborn gamble will bring??

Posted by lynn at 11:55 PM
ebony/ivory

amstelveld

the gift: the nuances.
usually, things aren't as black-and-white as they seem. a step backward, or a skip aside, reveals shadows and hues that astonish.
usually.
not always.
alas.

Posted by lynn at 04:47 PM
May 12, 2003
the key to his heart

burglarproof

he stumbles into the streetcar, and sidles, muttering, into the seat closest to the exit. he cannot sit still.
at every stop, he shudders forward, two, maybe three steps at a time, calling, plaintively: "jessica!"
no-one reacts.
"jessica!" he cries again. he is halfway to the front now.
"JESSICA!!!!"
eyes, hearts and minds are locked firmly into the way things are supposed to be. a nuisance, even a harmless one, is a nuisance. no attention is paid.
"JESSSSSICCAAA!"
there are televisions on the newest trams. tripping, he reaches his vantage-point, and gazes up at the screen, grasping the loop, adoring, very loudly, the buxom game-show hostess.
as the damrak creeps by, and central station unfolds into view, he applauds.
everyone, breathing a sigh of embarrassed relief, allows him to descend first into the morning madness of the square.
jessica, simpering, comforts the losers.


Posted by lynn at 09:58 PM
May 11, 2003
mayday

reflections/achtergracht

the 10th of may: mayday.
it came and it went, in a flurry of perfection.
i was in amsterdam, cat-sitting. i was OFF, which happens just one saturday a month. and there was but a random photogenic cloud in the sky.
so i walked miles. i missed as few opportunities as possible. i saw and i seized: to the best of my ability.
and then i entrusted my impressions to stephen, the other-muse, and he made it work. he's good at that.
hour by hour; or rather, minute by minute: they're here.

Posted by lynn at 06:55 PM
May 05, 2003
red plus yellow equals

orange, all-year-round

this is holiday time in holland.
queen's day was last week: orange prevailing, music in the streets: a country-wide party. tens of thousands of people braved the rain and the crowds, participating with abandon.
yesterday was remembrance day: silence everywhere at eight o'clock, two poignant minutes long.
and today is liberation day. freedom is celebrated. just around the corner, in the presence of the queen, crowds along the amstel listen to the sweeping strains of tchaikovsky and orff in the chilly dusk.
ordinary life, flagless but fine, will begin again tomorrow.....at least until ascension day and pentacost.

Posted by lynn at 09:13 PM
west fourth, 1971

all you need is love

the earrings were exquisite: tiny handcrafted crosses, delicate, silver, shimmering. i caressed the rough edges.
"would it be possible to buy just ONE of these?"
"excuse me?"
"only one ear is pierced, y'see. i only need one."
"..i'll take a look. maybe i have some odd earrings in the drawer.."
"oh, but it's these i love. these are so beautiful. i'll just buy the pair then, i don't mind... really!"
the purchase, rung up, was - puzzlingly -a fraction of the price on the tag. protests were waved away with a doting smile.
they were her young son's very first creation, the woman explained. he had made her promise, heart crossed, to sell them only to someone who really appreciated them.
and for no more, heart crossed again, than a single dollar.

Posted by lynn at 06:45 PM
May 04, 2003
while they wake up

deserted alleyway

i hardly sleep. the last time i took in more than 3 hours seems like ages ago. sleep is such a waste of time, i prefer spending it dreaming in my chair or reading books of french passion. i long for dark , parisian cul-de-sacs, neon signs luring me towards filthy bars and lonely men, looking not for the pleasure of the bottle, but that of anonymity: the kind that resists pronunciation, the kind where a stare, followed by a wink, a nod, or a slight shift of the eyebrows is enough to knit all my life’s questions into one.

Posted by stephen at 07:42 PM
May 02, 2003
pasta arrabbiata

caprese

"made your choice?" she sighed. her impatient "YET?" was clearly inferred.
we ruffled slowly through the menu. again.
"hmmmmm..."
we were getting good at this: it's an art, dawdling.
her agitation inspired no sympathy at all.
the restaurant was deserted. we like to linger: they clearly detested lingerers.
"in, fed, and out the door in half an hour," the reviews exclaimed.
we were determined to be the exception to the rule.
we were.
but they will not smile, should we step through the door again.

Posted by lynn at 08:29 PM